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Music Monday: Personal Jesus

Posted by xJane on September 1st, 2008 at 7:38 am · 4 Comments

This is one of my all time favorite songs. Depeche Mode (the peach, with ice cream?) wrote a haunting offer to stand in for a missing element:

Your own, personal, Jesus. A Jesus you don’t have to share with the rest of humanity.
Someone who cares A wonderful indictment against an indifferent Jesus.

Johnny Cash’s acoustic version brings out a different perspective. When I listen to this version, it seems like he’s the one missing something in his life:

Feeling unknown/And you’re all alone Cash’s country twang and heart-rending voice are the response to Depeche Mode’s offer. Nothing could replace that which is missing.
Lift up the receiver/I’ll make you a believer Oh, how wonderful it would be if it were just that easy. But Cash knows it’s not, and that makes his heart break just a little more.

Marylin Manson’s version teases out a third way of hearing the song. Here, again, the singer offers to stand in for the missing diety. But Manson’s is the voice of atheism, of the adversary:

Things on your chest/You need to confess A tantalizing offer (with a forked tongue) to one disaffected by religion.
You know I’m a forgiver/Reach out and touch faith Again playing on the missing elements in a life without religion, offering to replace it.

Each of these amazing artists brings their own personality to one of the classic songs for recovering religionists. As I made my way slowly out of religion, this song played a major role, as did each version. Depeche Mode’s original reminded me that I was not alone at a time when I felt like everyone in the world had religion. Johnny Cash’s was validation for the pain I was feeling; it was a dirge for the death of my faith. And Marilyn Manson’s was vaguely hopeful while at the same time slightly dangerous; a perfect definition of atheism for me at the time.

EDIT: none of the Manson videos will export to here. There might be some kind of a flag on them that they’re NSFW or something. Here is a link to the video on YouTube and a link to the clean one (there’s a nipple at the end of the first one).

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4 responses so far ↓

  • 1 The magic of covers « Atheist A Go-Go // Sep 1, 2008 at 8:51 am

    […] magic of covers Jump to Comments xJane of Mind on Fire shares three versions of one song: Depeche Mode’s “Personal Jesus,” with their version and the versions by Johnny […]

  • 2 Craig // Sep 1, 2008 at 9:40 am

    Peaches and Ice Cream? Delicious.

    But seriously, that is an amazing song. It certainly resonates with me and what I’ve gone through emotionally with leaving mormonism.

  • 3 John // Sep 1, 2008 at 2:55 pm

    This is a personal favorite as well–a perfect choice for a music monday! I fell in love with Johnny Cash’s version after hearing it on NPR some time around his death; a few years ago, I heard the Manson cover on KROQ via the car stereo, and listened enthralled, then promptly forgot about it until now. Thanks for refreshing my memory. btw, the Manson YT link is down, here’s an alternate link.

  • 4 Green Oasis » Political Jesus // Sep 10, 2008 at 11:59 am

    […] looking up versions of Personal Jesus on YouTube (inspired by a post at Mind on Fire), I came across this […]

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