Ack! I’ve been neglecting all of you again!
We left on another trip–this time to Salt Lake City to baptize my best friend’s son and to attend Sunstone, a Mormon liberal-intellectual conference, where Jana and I presented. I hope to process both that and our Paris trip out loud on this blog, but the problem with vacations is that life continues to march on in one’s absence, so coming off a break is not unlike jumping sideways onto a swiftly moving conveyer belt.
Quick note:
I dreamt last night (less than an hour ago) that I was sitting at a table with two people. I’m not sure who was sitting across from me, but in between us was the cheerful Dalai Lama. He had my left hand in his right, and was holding the hand of the anonymous person in his left. We gripped hands and smiled at each other until I became aware of the compassion rolling like deep ocean waves from him, and I broke down and began crying.
When I dream, I’m usually half-aware that I am in dream-land, but my crying took me completely by surprise and jolted me into wakefulness. An hour later, and I’m still lingering on the peace and compassion I felt, hoping that the aftertaste lasts throughout the day, wondering what I can do to feed again on it.






2 responses so far ↓
1 Steve Teare // Aug 28, 2004 at 5:49 am
In Jungian dream symbolism, the archetype of the wise old man is where you meet and accept your real innerself (portrayed as a wise old man). It is usually around the same time in your life you will confront “The Shadow” archetype and embrace that part of yourself after years of struggle.
Ask yourself, do I dislike any animal? If there is no animal you can think of, you have overcome or absorbed the negative side of yourself.
2 j // Aug 30, 2004 at 6:07 pm
what i’m wondering now is if my dislike for rodents is indicative of my lack of enlightenment/lack of absorption of my shadow?
i thought i’d found & made peace with my shadow a few years ago (during a battle with depression) perhaps i still have some dark remnants remaining? Any Junginans out there to answer my question?
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